PTSD – OCD – OCPD

A couples of days ago Lady Gaga revealed that she have one condition called; PTSD.

I told the kids today that I suffer from a mental illness. I suffer from PTSD. I’ve never told anyone that before, so here we are,” But the kindness that’s been shown to me by doctors—as well as my family and my friends—it’s really saved my life. I love to give things to people that have nothing or less than me. These children are not just homeless or in need. Many of them are trauma survivors; they’ve been rejected in some kind of way. My own trauma in my life has helped me to understand the trauma of others. -Lady Gaga

If you don’t have any idea of what is PTSD, you can know about what she’s suffering here.

While this condition is something you develop after a traumatic situation, I can say that I feel really identified with her. Rather, that my condition is not PTSD but OCPD with a little touch of OCD, people doesn’t seems to know how hard living with these kind of conditions is. It can be just one, but the problem of having one of those three conditions, is that we eventually develop depression, anxiety and eating disorders problems. While, my condition was developed in my early 20’s, I can say and remember when it all started, my condition came after traumatic events and certain rules that I needed to follow. It was like a military training that I went, it got me into this condition that until this day I haven’t got the pleasure to get rid of. It has affected me in every manner, with job, money, social and with my family. Nobody is aware of my condition, even if they do, they will not understand, they tend to judge of why we suffer this, and that we should just get help. Living with any of those three conditions is something that no one should suffer. While, I am trying to escape my own world, by creating this web world, there’s a lot of people out there who doesn’t know how to escape or ventilate their awful conditions.

May we find some peace in the future.

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